Are you listening?

GOD

It’s me

I know it’s late but I need to talk with you

Lately it’s been hurting to inhale 

I can’t stop feeling like I am trapped in this emotional jail

I keep thinking

I should have came to you before I started sinking

But please

Hear my call

It hurts

The memories pierce my mind like an arrow and insult my self esteem

Have you stopped listening to me?

Have I reached the threshold of forgiveness an strayed too far away?

If so, from the bottom of my heart I am sorry

Please don’t misunderstand me, it feels incredible to make it this far

Only you & I truly know the depth of my testimony and I cannot thank you enough for my life

But 

Please

Hear my call

It hurts...